THE ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES ZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Recent events make me really wonder am i to really keep on stretching myself so thin that i really have no time to catch a breather?

well to my venture chairman and all fellow ventures yes i know its my fault i missed the camporee but no i dint missed it on purpose cause even if i go i guess i wont be doing anything except hogging a damm powerplug and cursing and swearing at the damm internet access at Sarimbun, hopefully i did the right and wrong thing 3 cheers for me completing all 3 project drafts i need to hand in. 3 fuck you that i have to scold myself for missing an event that could be considered one of the biggest events of my scouting life =/ well what to do i prioritise my studies a lil more than all even if it means burning of my weekends and screwing up my biological clock for slp.

so in short here is the summary-----> if i really become one of the dinosaurs then its a decision that i have been "forced" to make and not because i aint commited to Hornet. 4 years of commitment/brotherhood/friendship( if any) is not a small thing

its also same for fellow Blazers, yeah i know i also skip training but then some times things are outta one's control. exams/tests shld be studied b4 hand yeah thankfully i do that, projects shld be done in the time line which is hard to follow because of personal reasons, but yeah if 1 day i really have to leave the team, its beacuse i really cannot take the stress already tolled on me .

for the members of the SC who are reading this, i know i am really streched to the max but hey i belive i can survive this half a year more. But then of which i am really starting to wonder why did i even join the SC in the first place. its weird u know, i dont know how to explain the feeling but what gives me the drive to be inside of the club? nothing!! which is weird cause i dont have something to motivate me sigh. speaking of which anyone wanna help me move the cupboard tmr?? =)

NYAA interest group!! well i am looking forward to the joining u guys on our pengarang retreat on national day well just looking forward to it.

and yes the NYAA katong school project, speaking of which i could only find half of my equipment list =.= rain chomped off half of the paper leaving only the first few items -.- sigh looksl ike i gotta be thick skinned and ask again for the list sigh.

SO ONCE AGAIN LADIES AND GENTLEMEN
I AM OFFICIALLY SCREWED WITH ENDLESS POSIBILITIES ON WHAT I CAN DO AND WHAT I WANNA DO SO FUCK IT.

DAY BY DAY I AM ALWAYS PLAGUED WITH ALL THE HOOH HAA OF THIS THING OR THAT THING, THE LOOSE ENDS THAT NEED TO BE SETTLED AND ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Bryan Tang

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18 years old and counting
Studying Psychology in TP
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